c.h.e.n.g.h.a.n

2005-03-31T22:24:00.000-08:00

mon: i reach home at 9? hahaha later den tt.. but i enjoyed it! heex.. *winks* so nice! muackz! heex... the feeling is great... not smelly.. hahaha
tues:got scorer so rch home at 10..hahaha..lolz..tired sia.. but nvm.. the money carot is dangling in front of mi.. haha.. i gona treat u swemson when i get the money..
wed:wa so nan de no spans den go out.. heex.. so nice.. but bit in a hurry cos of tuition.. butnvm! enjoyed every min wth ya..
today:went out.. j8.. so so many class mates.. lolz.. got nothing do..haha..juz walking arnd.. but nvm.. i love ur company!heex..
tmr come le.. can wear claa t.. good good! heex.. den got training..I MISS VB..den can go home tghr.. nice nice..heex..

since last mon izzit?forget when was the first time.. heex.. smell so nice.. hex.. muackz muackz muackz..
-missing ya every min-

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S

2005-03-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

hols re meant for doing hw... meant for studying.. meant to everything except to enjoy ourselves and go out...y should there be such stupid hols?
I HATE HOLS...
everytime tout hols will alwayx b beta.. but i m wrong..
I HATE HOLS...

xcountry and beach vb

2005-03-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

woohooo..11 march rox....its was a bad start though..got lost at east coast park.. went to area b instead of e.. hey its big distance.. its lyk few km...omg.. walk for almost an hour den rch.. rch le didnt do proper warm up ran le.. so unfair.. got 12..i tout it was not as long as i had expected it..haha.. nose blocked after the run though..haha.. after tt played osccer.. haha.. den after tt we went to sentosa..WoW....so nice,, took bus to orchard.. den walk to mrt station den took to harbour front.. the journey was so long but so enjoyable..the way secretly.......haha...so nice.. :P but lyk so scary lyk tt.... haha.. lol.. den we missed the train when some of them ran in.. lolz.. funny..at the beach was so nice.. played so much.. teamed up wth jh..haha..fun fun.....den went to sengkang.. heex...hugz hugz.. so tired by den.. was sleeping on my journey home.. rch home den bath and sleep.. so tired.. gosh.. but it was so enjoyable! esp wth yOu! muackz.. i love you...
loving every min i spend wth ya... i miss you.........

2005-03-03T19:38:00.000-08:00

i swear i really didnt mean tt.... REALLY DIDNT.....
although i duno wad he said.. i know it isnt something good... since u dun wish to reveal i wun force u.... but i hope no matter wad...i have a chance to explain. xi wang ni xiang xing wo....i think i did alot of things i didnt do b4 to any1 else...saying i love you etc......there is something u had asked mi b4... wonder if u rmb... but i rmb it... it was 'MAYBE YOU TELL DIS TO EVERY GAL?' rmb ma? i rmb dis bcos i realy dun wan u to think tt way.. dui ni shi zhen xin de.. only to you... none other den you dear...i love you.....and i mean it.... 4 months and 17days le...treasure every min wth you....
really sad and worried juz now.. 'dun look la'......ouch....pains mi.. i almos felt my heart bled...... u so fierce.... smile ok? c ur smile really veri happy...
dear really love everything u did for mi..nvr been so touched in my life... rmb the tissue thing? i NVR forget it.... omg.. it was so sweet... and 25/09... and the time u spent pei mi to woodlands...and the days u spent wth mi... really appreciate it dear... really.... *mUAcKz*
~WO AI NI~
_-thinking of youu-_

so happy

2005-02-13T19:25:00.000-08:00

we went movies!!! hui dan bday...haha.. alot ppl also go.. so nice so nice.. omg... even nicer if onli we 2... heex... we watched flight of the phoenix..the movie was nice.. some part abit sad la... den u keep saying i no expression!haha.. where got lo... haha.. den u expect i keep smiling??? hahaahh.. nvm.. i enjoyed the day... u so cute.. the way u talk.. the way u smile.. omg... i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muackz!! heex... still feed mi popcorn... so sweet... zhuo zhuo tian!!!! hahahah.. lol... so ke ai...den u always make ur lips..haha..ur ulcer beta le good good...drink more water k? heex.. had such a happy day...

but at the end i really veri disappointed.. so so so so so she bu de..cant bear to part...hmmm...
i love youu!!!

heex.. tmr 4 months le! so fast and so slow.. haha.. lol..hope will together 1314.. heex..*pinky lock* heex.. we promised... tmr also valentine's! happy valentine's!

2005-01-29T13:33:00.000-08:00

com ok le.. lazy add new pos.. sianz..firstly the vb matches

and vs yts 20 jan 2005
played one of the worse matches i ever played...omg..juz not in mood ba..not concentrating..stepped the line when the points are so close...fuck....

and vs admiralty
played beta.. but was sub off cos free balls wasnt received into place..beat them but played lousy...

next match vs smb.. sianzzzz...

3/3 is not bad ba...not too bad..at least had fun.. hope there is more to come..

also know few more frens from other class de.. haha... nice ;)
at least life was much beta wth them...my class rachel said i had a quiet and dao look.. i didnt know..hahas.. quiet.. wow.. compliment.. mayb cos i was sleeping ya.. so i can talk when i sleep..lolz.. funny...

kk.. dun wanna type le.. byex

i miss you......lots...its exactly 50 days..since tt day u injured...
get well soon...

2004-12-19T23:21:00.000-08:00

wa......today is a sian day.....only go out to eat...... den stay at home whole day...yawnz...

yeah!tmr you gona come..good good..heex...miss you so much..cyaz tmr! =)chrismas is coming....lolz...k la...i go sleep......byex..

2004-12-17T23:41:00.000-08:00

yo! today went to get christmas prez.. hate to wrap! omg..lolz..haha...ur eyes small small.........whahahahahahaah...lolz..enough...(trying not to laugh)

wa..lim jiao,charlene sick...... i juz recovered... c gals lyk getting lesser ppl.. jia youz... every1 faster get well... den overseas de faster come bac... raise morales in trng!haha... ruyi u thin le.......lolz....stress huh... anderson steres are hard to be la.. haha... juz ask jh alvin minghan jeanie kar mun..hahaha...alwayz get scolding more than the rest... lolz...

kk.......its late....... beta go sleep... dun wan my eyes become small small!hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

miss youuuu

2004-12-16T21:33:00.000-08:00

today wake up felt so much beta...den went mental course.. sianz la at home.. so go lo..den go trng cc...i bought books... so DAMN hEAVY.....hmm....tmr got trng....

shooo sianzzzzzzz............haiyo....ur cant the mobile companies give us more talktime and free sms? as christmas prezzie ma... den free 10 000 sms... 500 talktime... i am sure every1 would love it.. den bills wun burst le ma.. good... i m crazy...lolz....xiang you til crazy le.....hmmm.......kk.. byex....

sicK

2004-12-15T21:37:00.000-08:00

so sick....flu, throat pain,headache,muscle ache, cramps, fatigue, fever............whoooooooooooooo.....i m dying......hmmm....morning wake up den got the weird feeling le..tmrp was bout 37.1.. stil went trng..den halfway thru was so damn tired... felt lyk fainting...so sianz..den actually wan buy books.. den veri tired also suan le...didnt had lunch too...went home immediately...in mrt was lyk sleeping and sleeping...reach home le bath le jiu sleep...den bout few hours ltr felt so damn hot..whole head was throbbing...den degree rose to 38.... den awhile ltr become 38.6...so xin ku..suddenly feel hot and suddenly so cold... den my dear called me!! thankz! felt so dizzy tt time...den continue rest awhile... den too jialat le... so hot...so went take panadol...i was so fed up tt i bite it into 2...lolz...den went to sleep wth wet towel on my head...felt so much beta after tt... wake up le was so hungry....now stil dizzy dizzy de... head so heavy.....but at least not so hot nemore....tmr stil got course...stupid...sianz..

i missssss youuuu.......

2004-12-14T13:35:00.000-08:00

sorry sorry! ytd is doze off le.. i piggy... sorry worx.. dun angry kz?

2 months..heex..happy...haha...another step to 4ever.....ai ni! buaizzzzz.....

cast!!=orange

2004-12-14T00:04:00.000-08:00

k la dun think of the cast any more.. wan think think of me... heex :P buaiz.. gona sleep...

14th!!!

2004-12-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

14th le! yeah.. reunion day...haha..lolz..good good..2 months le! haha...will b together 4ever de!waiting for the day u walk w/o crutches..get well soon k? *muAhkZ* i love u...

2004-12-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

watched LOTR one and two today...hmmm..so cool man.. whole day at fren house..haha..actually watched b4 le.. rewatched...lolz..weather today was quai quai de...haha...suddenly got sun... veri hot.. den suddenly strong wind den all the leaves fly around..nice nie..hahaha..den after tt rain abit.. den stop.. den rain abit den stop...lolz...weird weather... today dear went to check-up..den put proper cast.. ORANGE..hahahaha..so funny..dun worry, stil pretty de... if too bright go decorate wth markers..hahaha..lolz...hope u get well soon!!!xiang ni alot alot alot........................

2004-12-11T14:31:00.000-08:00

used another blogskin.. by huitian..hmm...i changed the background though...hahax...it is abit plain... maybe could add a pic or two...hahax...stil duno html veri welll...hahax...
stil happy...haha...and crazy..hehex... miss you!!! hahax.. so good if i could move place ritex?haha..hope its possible...
u take care ok? hope to cyaz soon!! *mUaCkz*

crAzY

2004-12-10T21:19:00.000-08:00

went joce house today.. good...she looks happi! hahaz.. (CUTE 2) whahahaha....i m mad... hahax...totally carzy...from ytd nite to today i juz totally high...hahax! surprised...told ya my mood swingsss...lolz...
wahH! i m carzyee...lolz...haha..so crazy over youU! heex...ai ni!!!!! take carex and get well soon!! *huGz*

dreAmz

2004-12-06T21:20:00.000-08:00

can someone tell mi dis is onli a dream... a dream i will wake up from? come on...dis nightmare is veri long..time to finish.. time for me to wake...can i wake up tmr to find everything ok? how i wish....why... why did dis happen?

ouCh

2004-12-06T20:55:00.000-08:00

today training....hmm...ok it was my fault..my temper......hmmm...den rained...den do weights and played daidee...after training went eat.. den played daidee again...den sudenly my hp received msg...i saw the msg...den ruyi showed me another msg...gone.....my heart fell from a 80storey building....ouch....OUCH........i controlled it....i did...ltr...i duno if i can......
joce came and i know she is not feeling good......when she went bac zp said'erm there wun de a problem........'i knew wad he meant...thankz....

but why u...why? WHY? wad the fuCk?.....fate is heartless.........U DUN DESERVE DIS!!!......NVR........
wo ren le hen jiu le.....feeling lyk letting them all out....the anger the sadness....xin hen tong....i can feel the disappointment...the feeling to cry...i think u r crying now.. no doubt....haiz..hao xiang zai ni sheng bian......hao xiang bang ni cha gan yan lei......take care dear........take care......
wo ai ni..........alwayz.....

2004-12-05T23:23:00.000-08:00

today is bit tiring...hmmm...slept until 1130..*yawnx*stil tired... mmm..went for soccer training...didnt focus much ba..i tout i wasn't concentrating as all my shots were skyhigh...totally went everywhere but goal..hahah..lolz...hmmm..den chat wth my dear for while on the way home..nice nice....hehex..
nowadays mood not realli tt good..easily irritated and angry and unhappy..sorry ppl...those whom i gave attitude or scolded...(zp u r not the one i m saying sry to) alot of my frenz...sorry..hmmm...i really hav a bad temper.. and my mood swings lyk a pendulum..sry ppl..forgive mi...
so much things happen...mentally and physically tired..give me a break...i need a rest... wo shi ren...i m human......if zp will stop all tt..give me some respect..u r in no position to object...
to qing: thankz for the help on my blog!
to my dear: be alrite and w/o harm...i believe u WILL be ok...pls pls b.i wait for ur news tmr...take carez... stay happy ok? ~hugz~ ming tian jian....
.~'ai ni'~.

2004-12-04T19:51:00.000-08:00

been a long week...veri tiring and sad..scorer for the past 5 days.. all 7 to 10+...tts tiring... sleeping at 11-12 waking at 6-7...tts tiring..training for 4 of those days... tts tiring..
today finally end... woke up 36min late and failed to give jonathan a wake up call..in the end we both late..but stil ok..go earli muz help take tables and chairs..practical test was quite ez... but the theory i was lyk agar agar for all the questions...lolz...den went eat...den jonathan joined us.. he is a nice and funny guy...(fav phrase is:mei li mao) lolz.. den played daidee together till bout 5+ den went home...so tired....

beginning more and more to hate zp..hmmm...shall not comment much.. but ruyi u noe ba...hope is not true...i duno..but the things he did shows he was purposely making me stay away from her.. its not tt he duno bout us..ruyi sae jealous...hmm..if he DARES do anything...... i m definitely not letting him go away wth it... lets c how it goes on mon...

fri went visit her wth pakkie and ruyi..been some time since i seen her..saw the whole family..her mom was quite friendly..but veri xin tong c u lyk dis.. haiz...
i tink mom saw ya using the doggie to play wth my hair ritex? i was lyk halfway lying down.. u r so cute..haha..even wthout tying ur hair u still have the sweet look..stil have the fotos in my hp... yay can c u in my hp everyday..heex.. hmm..although we didnt stayed for long it was nice..at least i got to c ya...we left and u went to chalet wth ur family... hope u having fun there..
muz take care ok?? muz promise mi to get well soon....thinking of ya all the while dear.. i lurve ur smile and i love u even more!cyaz on mon..(praying u will b alrite..U MUST AND U WILL)

i miss u

2004-12-04T03:16:00.000-08:00

i miss ur smile...
i miss the times i spent wth ya...
i miss holding ur hand...
i miss...
i misss..
i realli miss u...

2004-12-02T12:08:00.000-08:00

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Dear muz get well soon.... take carezz...
~i LoVe YouU~

2004-11-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

stupid day..haiz..no mood to describe..juz wanna say get well soon.really muz take care.. cannot cry le ok? c u lidat wil veri xin tong de.... wo ai ni dear...

new blog

2004-11-28T22:12:00.000-08:00

create a new blog.....mmm...juz wanna sae i love u darling...zhen de...